Abeo' Speaks: A Moment In The Life………….

A Peek Inside The Mind of Abeo'

Phoenix Rising March 14, 2009

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So, this move to NY has been a very challenging experience and I find myself growing and learning things about myself. I like to think of myself as a Phoenix Rising. For those of you who don’t know what that is, the Phoenix is a mythical bird that supposedly lives 500 to 1,000 years. At the end of it’s life,  it builds itself a nest, then ignites and burns to complete ashes. After that a new Phoenix is born reborn lives as long as its old self.

 So how does this apply to me? Well, I wouldn’t say I’m dying inside, but I feel as if a different part of myself that I didn’t know or didn’t let out is now emerging. It was struggle to go to wake up in your parents’ home and then that same night go to sleep in a whole other state. I am a tad bit home sick, but I’m learning to stand on my own completely, and that’s part of the new me being born from the ashes of my. I’m doing everything for myself. Making my own decisions for me, answering to no one, and dammit it feels good.

 

Stay tuned for another moment in the life…………………

 

Life as New Yorker…. March 4, 2009

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So far so good. I’m blessed with 2 jobs, not in school yet, but I’m getting there and…i’m contemplating even reading some poetry….in front of people (GASP!!) Basically, this is a growing experience for me. I think this song sums it up:

 

Stay tuned for another moment in the life……………